Mamah. .Iam n0T litTle zaCK m0re.T.T

I cAn manage my self,
i cAN faCe my lifE, .
Mamah,.Iam n0t litTLE zaCK.
BuT mamah.I still neEd ur luphe mama, .

Here Iam al0ne, .
MisS u much, .
G0na g0.HoME. .T.T

suPp0rt 4 sitU gINtUng disaster..

0ur c0untry cryin again, .
Disaster of sitU gintUng bnyk menelan k0rbAN jiwa n harta benda yg ilang, .Belum lagi anak krakatAU yg aktif meletUS berkali.Kali
belum kering airmata bumi ind0nesia yang menangis karna tsunami yg meratakan bumi aCEH, .Gempa yang menghancurkan j0gja, .Mengakibtkan hancurny hti org2 yg dtgalKan karna org yg mrka cintai, .Hilang harta benda yg susah payah mereka timbun. .Namun smua pasti d hikmahny, .Gw cm bsa ngash d0a n sdkt bAntUan yg sangat kurang tanpa bntUan kalian semua, .Mari peDuli bencna sitU gintUng,.Intr0sPEKsi diri .Di dunia , .
Gag da gunanya thu keq cewe2 pelajar d palu yg berantem ga jelaz pnen d akui jagoan kah?Or cuma cri sensasi unjuk diri?,smwa gag ada gunanya, .Ngerugin dr sndri apalagy org laen, .Cri kegyatan yg bermanfat lah,lu smwa masi pada muda n pR0duktif, .Gw mang g lebiH bAE dr kalian dulu, .BuT gadasalahny lah berubh k arah yg lebiH bAE, .Qta thu dah dtegur,knp gag ada yg menyadari, .
just wana say.AlL.Give sPirit 4 disaster of sitU gintUNG, .Lets change our country d0nt let our earth cryin'

An h0pe 4 zack

An H0pe, .

u dEcidE 2 leave me,its mean all over.
I d0nt l0ve u m0RE?
Please d0n't give me a h0pe that I w0n't ever geT, .
An h0pe det just make me haPpy 4 sh0RT time!
An h0Pe that make mi smiLE likE a cRazY, .
An h0PE that wiLl crusH my minD..
N0w, .I stilL cANT 4 get u,.I stilL luV u much,
buT alL over,u d0n'T n never undErStand,.
s0mETImes my heart beat again,make a shake insidE
i think my fEels was die later..
If I wilL always think b0uT u,.U wilL c0me insidE my lifE again,
if u give me an H0pe that I never get,.I wilL always expecting that I wilL get u.My luV,
I w0n't let u geT my heart m0re,
c0z I wilL l0ck it n n0nE cAN get,.
Theres u in my heart n u kn0w that,buT u never get 2 c0me in again,.
I hate an h0pe that never c0me true

P0or zaCK..pRinces of freaknesS

ZaCk p00r u girl, .
He leave u there.
Tears d0wn 4m ur eyes..
U just falL n weak.
Where ur p0wer? U just wana askin'?When do hapPinesS c0me 2 da frEAK,?? .In ur dreams zaCk, .
FREAK never get hapPinesS,
FREAK wilL always al0ne,quiet,sadNesS,
FREAK never be patient, .Screaming cAn't st0p ur sadnesS,.
ZACK u r FREAK, .
PRINCESS Of FREAKNESS
p0oR zaCK. .Luk up ur lifE n0w, .Every b0dy leave u, .Everyb0dy never cAres u, .U just run Away n faLl cAn't stand up again, .U falL d0wn zaCK,.U r weak..Get up ur head,luk d sky!.
U always bent over ur head,u always falL ur tears 2 the earth,.U cANT breath,n bec0mes give up?
Its n0t zACK,
FaCE ur lifE zaCK, .Where str0ng zaCK.With smile.FREAK have a pr0blem in their lifE.BuT its just a litTle things that cANT make u biG.
BiG gals d0nT cry zAck!
Remember!FrEAK never give up,that a difFerence 4m u, .U fREAK n u r BRAVE 2 faCE ur lifE..0K.
Imp0rtant things in ur lifE is u r FREAK n u cANt get m0re than they cAN get..
U wilL always hepy.With or with0uT ci m0nkey

Dy bukan buat lo zaCk

CarA gW daPetIN dy mang salah,gw liat dy sAyang bgt ma cewe na,gw iri, .Gw jg pngn da yg sayang ma gw, .N gw bneran dapetin ntU, .Dy sayang ma gw, .Dy rela napain aj wat gw, .Tadinya gw mang ga pnah percya ma hal keq gni, .Tp lm2 gw ngrasa aneh, .Seneng, .Ky org gla,palagy wkt dy blg syang bgt ma gw, .Gatau bohoNK pa gag, .Gw ngrasa sneng dy slalu ada dket gw, .Sat gw btUh dy,.Tiap dEtik dy telp gw,sms gw, .Gw sneng bgt dy gtU. ,lm2 gw ngrasa aneh, .tp gw gtw knp keinget ma cwe nya?, .Dah 4bln gw ma dy, .gw nyadar xlu gw mang ngerbt dy dr cwny,gw mang jd yg k2 dr dy atw mungkn bisa lebiH, .Gw muTusin dy, .Sat dy lg sakit, .Sat dy bth gw, .Gw tw gw jahat, .Tp gw must kmblin dy k pmilikny, .N dy nuruT gw,dy blik lg, .Gw mang nrasa skit, .Skt bgt, gw vkir gw ga kan ngerasa keq gni,gbkalan sma keq cwe2 laen yg cengeng, .Tp gw malah netesian air mata wad dy, .N dy tw thu .N qt bnrn brakhr n gw mutsn g bkal pnah pcy lg ma c0wo..Kdg gw thu pgn d jadin sPEcial, .Keq cewe2 laen, .Gw mu yg nyata,gw mu yg bnrn bukan imagine, .Sm keq tmen gw yg dpgl "sayank""beibH""h0ney", . hah ngarep, .Ha Gw mang cewe tp gag da thu yg aggap gw kyk cewe, .Hag. .Smw memperlakukan gw keq cowo, . ,
anjrit emang gw,
gw thu mls,
cowo dmata gw sma aj,boOnk nya, .Janjinya, sifatnya.Ga d yg bs ubAh pErSepSi gw tEnTng ntU, .Smw sma aj, .Ngasi2 janji, .Mu jdin gw sPecial,tp mane!Kaga ada thu, .gw gmw mUna, .Gw jg masi N0RMAl, .Gw masi ska ma c0wo, .Tp gtw c0wo yg gmanah?Gw jg gbsa ntUin apa type cowo gw, .Gbisa gni truz. .Mls gw dngernya, .Hah
gw jg gag ngarep dy blik lagy ma gw.N emang gag mungkn,.Gw lepasin dy bkn krn gw trlalu benci dy,tp krn gw trlalu cinta dy,
anjrit .LebAY gw.Haha.Drmane gw dpt kt2 thu yh? ? ? ?Hoho*

Gara.Gara.Si keripik setan. . .

anjrit keripik setan bener2 ajib.Hho*,gw mang h0bi bget thu mak kripik setan,bsa nglangin stres s0alnya,gmanah engGA strez lo gr2 nhe idup ga ilang,u malah bkalan strez gr2 mikirin kpn pdES yg d dmuluT lo cpet ilang,gGA ngerti yah.Haha,.Dic0zan kripik setan nemenin gw mulu.Berhubung gw gy kepet nhe malem, .The ega.Tmen c0zan gw ngeluarin kripik setanya wkt kta ngumpl men p0ker, .
"dhe mw kga nhe kripik stan ksukan lo"
"wui the ega is d bez lah.Tw aj nhe.Hoho"
"jangan lebAY dh makan aj"
gw mkn mbil men p0ker, .Sma tmen2 c0zan gw yg laen, .
Kripik setan mang t0p dah, .PeDes dahsyad.Mungkn xlu dlhat ma mata yg kasat keliatan dhe asep dr idung ma kuping gw.Haha*
ga terasa thu bnyk bgt kripik setan dah aBiz, .Men kartU jga dah ngantUK mpe jam 12 malem. .
C0w siap2 tdur, .Anjrit peruT g bres nhe skit beudh dah, . tetep aj tdur.Takut k t0ilet mlm2,dah gtU gr2 kbnykn minum krn pdES bgt jd b0lak.Blik toilet dh. .
Akhrnya bisa tidur krna kepaksa, .
bgun pagy jam 8an la, berasa peruT kg enak gw ke toilet, .Tp lum pgn b0ker thu, .
Gw blik lg dhe k kmar,eh pas nympe dkmr k t0ilet lagy.Dah penuh ma mbA jawa n si lia,
bru berasa pngen b0k**had0h sakit peruT. .
"LiaAaA. .MbA jAwaAaA. .Buruan. . .Kebelet nhe"
"bentar dhe".
"aduh kagag tahan nhe mbA jawa cepetan"
"bentar lagy keramas"
"lia. .T.T cepetan"
"lia juga lg b0ker dhe. ."
anjrit xlu k toilet bwah mles bget T.T tgu mbA jwa mpe lma bgt.Akhrny dy mengalah. .
Thanx to.MbA jawa.Hnho*
ur the bez lah.Ha
thanx to.The eGA.Kripik setanya. .MuantapP. .

monkey

Lagu ny brian adam.Ajib bgt. .
Huf
pagy 2 dah dgr lg beginian,jd inget c m0nkey, .
Parah. .M0nkey araB. .Masa gw kg bs brnti cinta ma l0,ya bisa lah, .Lu udah b0oNK ma gw,parah muluT lu k0tor bgt, .Janji2 lo. .Anjrit bgt . .Gw dah percya ma lo.
M0nkey rugy nhe gw.Jdin lo firztlup gw..Tp gapapah ding, .Gw jd pernh lup lup an geto dh ma cowo.Jd ngilangn pRdkat co g laku, .Eh ce ga laku ding.Ha
si m0nkey. .M0nkey. .
Please forgve me I cANT st0p l0ping u.Ha

everythng i d0.I d0 it 4 ya.

Fist time our eyes met the same feEling i get oNly fEels much str0nger.
I wanNA love u l0nger.
U stilL turn oN the fire.
So if you are fEelin l0nely,d0nt y0u are the oNly oNE i ever want.
I oNLY wanNA make it g0od
s0.If I love ya a litle m0re than i sh0uld.
Please 4GVE mE-i kn0w n0t what i d0
please 4 gve me i cANT st0p l0ping u,
d0nt dEny me this pain m g0ing thr0ugH please 4 gv me .If i neEd u like I d0.
Please belive me every w0rd I say is tru,.Please f0rgIve me I cANt st0p loving y0u. .M0Nkey. . =p

Hapus lah cinta. . .ZaCk.

M0nkey, .
Ur luV just give a biG hurt dEep insidE my heart. .
Ur cAre just an imagine of me, .
Why?Diz lifE fuLl of Lie.

M0nkey, .
Ur bulshit always hearin my earS, .
Ur v0ice just adD a biG s0und of dirty m0uTH, .

M0nkey?I want 2 kilL u,with a knifE direct ur heart,
want 2 kn0w is my name there?
Or just l0ok up ur h0nest, .CrazY m0nkey, .
Haha,.

ZaCK bAngun. .ZaCk bAngun. .

Wew, .Dasar kebo, .Ha
kemaren sharian kerjan tidur d0ank, .Bgunya c pagy. .Jam 8, .Kirain teh bukan tang9al merah. .Eh tarnyata. .Libur.Anjrit. .
Yadh dh tdur lagy. .Ha
bgun jam 12, .Cri makan dh. .
Dwit cekak bgt tgal 10rb, .Dpake ngenet wae, .

Skrang dk0zan temen d usir, .Huhu dsuruh pulang k c0zan , wkwkwk,
gara2 pbB nhe, .Gw kga ngambl, .Gr2 iP kecil nhe, .
Hadoh bodoh bget nhe gw, .Niat d0nk zaCK, .Kulia iang bener, .
Gw dah niat k0. .Mgu dpan gw bru mu serius kulia euy, .M0 ngelengkapin cATetan2 gw, .Mu menuhn smwa otak gw pake matkul, .Haha,
mudah2n inget dh gw kulia nya, .Hakhak. .
Tapi gw kan dah niat, .
Pasti d itUng kan niat juga, .
Entar gw cuman masuk kul agama d0ank, .Make kerudung dwajibin lagy, .Kaga masalah c ma gw, .Pke krudung bgus bgt, .Tp kan jadi keliatan sdkit aneh, .Xlu kg sesuae ma kelakuan gw kan, .Cma pke pas mata kulia agama d0ank, .
Tp gapapah ding,haha
biar kyak Aisyah, .Wuekz, .Aisyah?
Gw bukan aisyah ding, .Gw fahri. .Hakhak. .
Ajieb euy, .Kul mpe jam 3 d0ank, .Mantap cAPE nya. .Hoho)

1001 kesialan si zaCK.

Kemaren,.Tgl 24.03.2009,
penyakit gw kambuh,hakhak. .:D
bkan penyakit juga,emang kebiasan gw l0n k kmr mandi,c0z kmren gw niat bgt kul, .Tau gag?EngGA tau yah.Ha
gw bgun pagy,.Pasang alarm hp gw jam 6,tp bguny jam 7,.Y0wdah thu gw bgun truz ntn tV dlu, .Liat2 chanNel.Pencet2 rem0te kg da chanel bAgus , .Gila yah, .Berita seleb semuah, .DEWI pERsik.DEWI sandra cere lah.Had0h.DEWI 2 laen dah.Kg muTu bgt nhe g0sip, .
Gw ptsin buat langsung ke kamar mandi.
Anjrit.Mati lampu, .UntUng masi da aer sisa.Kg perlu bnxk2 gw mah xlu mandi.Cukup kesirem semua nhe bdan slesae dh.
Beuh jam hape gw dah jam 8 lewat 15,had0h kga mw tlat2 lage gw, .Gw ngapRit k cmpuz, .Ternyata tmen2 gw masi pd n0ngkr0ng d parkiran,gw samperin kelaz laen,.Katanya d0sen kagag ada,
AnJRIT.Gw dah mandi.Rapi.Siap tempur.Hah.Rasanya pengen ngaCak2 rmbt n buka bju dsni.Wew, .Jangan lah.
Kan asyik juga kagag ada d0sen, .Ha
tmen2 kelaz gw pasti ngerencANAIn maen puTSal, .Pdhl bru kmren maen lawan kelas E. ,masi j maen lage. ,kg ikuT akh gw. .Lg BT,kg ada dwit, .He
gw muTusin gbung ma nak cewe2 aj, .Cr suasana bAru. .Gw gbung ma c ayu n c dyan, .Eh ngajakin ke warnet, .Ktny c mw ng0py paste bhan kul yg ada d flash gw, .Gw saranin cri warnet murah n l0adiny cepet lah, .Sesuae kant0ng gw yg emang cman sisa dwit cebAN.Bel0n makan lagyh, .Tdi dtwrin keripik singk0ng pdes d parkiran ma nak HIMAK0m yg gy ngumpln dana, .Gw beli 1 tadi,lumayan lah wad ganjel peruT, .He
gw makan sndrian thu kripik 2 rebu, .Enak, .Pds manis gmane gtU, .Kxk gw lah.Ha
c.Ayu ngasi idE wad ngenet d echo, .Yh lumayan 3rebu per jem, .Paling gy kering gni gw cm maen 2 jem lah,6 rebu,bli kripk tdi 2 rebu,beli aqua 2 rebu, .Gw kalKULASIN ckup lah thu cebAN, .
Jalan2 dlu lah gw b3, .
BeDA men ma cewe n c0wo, .Xlu gw gy ngumpl ma tmen2 gw yg c0wo pasti pda ngeliatin cewe, .Hah yah ialah zack.0toMatis,
mata nak c0wo pda mel0tot xlu liat cewe m0ntok t0k** geDe, .
"wuiH ajib thu zaCK,punya lo bsa kga sgeDe gtU,"
"beuh.GeDe yah, .Gw k0.Kecil she, .Akh tar jg punya gw geDe, .Haha.
"jah,kapan l0.Kg bkalan."
"anjrit l0!"hah paling tgn gw mendarat mulus n0yor tmen2 gw yg ngecengn gw kg punya t0k*t
kembli k lebt0b.Ha
jalan ma c dyan n ayu beDA bgt.
Djaln dliat c0wo2.
Yaialah.
"yu,dyn m0 mangkal?"
"anjrit lo!"
"ngapn u b2 bwa c0wo"
"wew m0nkey,gw cwe taw,"teriakin gw
"xlu u naksir ma gw blg aj X"haha
"amit. .Amit ikh. ."
"wew"
lama ngelirik cowo2 ganteng d jaln sktr kmpuz, .
Nyampe lah d warnet echo nyebrang pnt 2,melewati amanah net.DENise net,
gw suruh c dyn msuk dluwan, .Cri tmpt PW yg bsa lesehan, .Warnet2 masi pada sEPi, .Ot0matis lah,jem jg bru nunjukn jam 9, .
Ydah
"ada thu 3 lesehan. .Pas wat kta"
"kita?"
"mang l0 pas?"ha
becANDA, .S dyn mang bdany lumayan gedE sob masuk b0x warnet, .HmM. .Mungkin muat kepaksa,ha
gw nempatin b0x k 3,sblah gw ada seni0r himak0m.Ga kenal siapah.He
sebelah gw lagy c dyn ma c ayu, .
WuiH Pw nhe, .Tempatnya ajib, .
Gw kLik perS0nal untk ngenet, .Masukin nama gw n pw, .
Hm, .Br0wsing2, .DEngerin lagunya reD jump suite apParatUS.
Pake earPh0ne smbl nyanyi2, .Hah b0do wlupun suara pales.Yg penting gw enj0y. .Ea gag br0, .

when i seE ur smile
tears roll d0wn my face I can't replace and n0w that I'm strom I have figured ouT.
H0w this world tUrns cold and it breaks thr0ugH my s0ul and I kn0w i'lL find dEep insidE me.
i cAN be the oNE I wilL never let u falL.Let u falL
i'lL stand up with u forever.
I'l be there 4 u thr0ugH it all
Even if saving u send me 2 heaven
its okay.Its okay seasoN are changing
and waves are crashing.
And stars are falling alL 4 us
days grow loNger and niGhts gr0w s0rter.
I cAN show u,ilL be the oNE i wilL never let you falL .Gw nyanyi2, .Teriak2, .Mbil oNlen, .Ym,fs.FcB0Ok, .Ma 2 bl0g gw, .BlogsP0t ma w0rdPresS.
Anjrit,ngehang nhe k0mptrnya, .Wah
"ayu k0mpi gw ngehang"
"tanya k operator aj"
"kagag mau gw,"
"buru sanah.Dripada hang geto lo tetp byar."
"kagag akh tengsin"
anjrit nhe k0mpi.Kga biasany dy gni.Kurzor kg gerak tp bilLing tetp jalan.Wah gw liat dah 2 rebu nh, .Gw matin ja.Reset ulang. .Beuh mati tp lagunya tetep ada s0b, .Ajaib. .
Gw nyalain lagy,gw mulae tadi.Ekh begitU lagy,2 x gw matin s0b.
"ayu,m0nkey nhe k0mpi"
"m0nkey?K0mpi ntU bkan m0nkey"
"wew, .Gmanah atUH"
"bilang operator sanh"
"kaga akh"
"jiah bATu luh zaCK"
"bATu?Gw zaCK bu. .Bukan bATu"
"whatever"
bdo akh, .Gw reset lagy aj, .Gw mulae lg ngenet n br0wsin, .M0nKEY!Gw teriak,hah ajib nhe k0mpi pasti ada jinya
"udah bisa zaCK?"ayu ng0m0ng di YM gw
"udah h0ho"
"lu apain tU k0mpi?Awaz lu xlu mpe thu k0mpi kejang2"
"hah. .?Apa si yg seorang zaCK kagag bisa haha"
gw stel winamp agyh,x nhe lagu blink 182, .Gw tetp ngenet,br0wsing.N curhat d bl0g gw.
Anjrit, .SesuatU tidak mengenakan d peruT gw s0b, .
Krukuk, .Kyk bnyi kentUt.
Gw kagag laper. .Kan biz makan. .Anjrit gw pengen b0ker nhe keq na,wah. .Gw kg bsa than kentUt, .Tidur ajah gw sering kentUt.Mpe di pR0tes ma tmen c0z gw.
"jangan tidur ma si zaCK dy tUkang kentUt"
"serius lho?Gw kg pernah kentUt w"
"wew yaiyalah.U kgag nyadar woNG tidur k0.Ky orang mati"
"haha.Maap lah sist. .Gas b0cor mlm."
"y0wez2."
beuh.Tambh gajelaz nhe pert, .Gw ngetik2 keyboard smbil pegangn peruT gw, .Hoah, .Kaga nahan
kalu kentUt disini,senior d bilik samping.Pasti dEnger, .Si ayu juga denger,kentUt gw kan suaranya geDe, .
Gw ketik pesan k c dyn
"s0b,gw pngn b0ker T.T"
"akh sia mah kebiasaAN"
"b0ker dmanah atUH"
"dit0ilet lah"
yaialah nene2 b0ngkok juga tw.B0ker mah d t0ilet, .Kga akh, .Gw tahan aj, .TangGUNG 15 menit lg bru 1jam, .
Beuh, .Anjrit.Ilg gtU j

I just pRetend.2 hug u untilL u get here m0ms

its alL make me hurt. .
wana lie my head into ur sh0ulder
wana fEel silKY t0uch in my hair,.
Ur v0ice make me cALM
mama,
s0metimes i thInk.CAnt pasS this lifE.
S0metimes I fEel am i real freak,tilL n0 oNE cl0sest me.
Mama, .
Iam tireD.G0na go h0me. .
Rest in peaCe, .in ur chest.
BuT luk at ur pict give me sPirit.
Rec0gnize ur v0ice in my ph0ne cAn rise my smile, .
Mama,i wilL stilL with my pRi0rity,
i wana give u a biG hapPinesS that i never made 4 u b4.

Mamah,I realLY luV u much!

I STOP 2 BURN MY MILD

these is my friend
dont wanna lost it...i always bring everywhere
but now..
remember my mom..honey i stop 2 burn u.
ths life will sucked with out u
my day will be bored
i stop burning u isnt meaning I hate u..
honey u aalways side me when i really dont knoww how 2 wake up from this suked world
u always side me when am aalone..uu really understand me.
its will haard life without u..


i decide 2 stop burning u,,buut i really llike u..however i llllove u lah..
but my mommm is everything..and if my moms say dont do that,,i just follow
mmmy mild ..i stop burning u..
but its not a good bye saying coz u will always side mee rite??
i decide 2 stoppp burning my mild

take my soul 4 ii can find how important iam

zack still zack ..no changing n nobody can change me..but why??always feel alone..wanna die just 4 find ,,how my life meant to be??
God please take my soul soon..
mama i still lup u alwaays
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"mama iam n0t litTLE zaCK m0re_".

zack need frend

this suck life just make me desperate with all a bulshit love
with all sucked lie
with all not real life.just an imagine just a dream..
this world not 4me m a minority...i know whit this freak i will hard 2 find aa fren
iam just freak isnt desease like u ar far away me ..
i judge my self.
can i still here longer??
can i breath with this air?
can i lovee some one??
i jjust wanna luk araound..
i luk for someone can hear my story
some one that give me smile..
iam not just a freak..
iam a girl that need luv
i want 2 know,how is fren meant to be??
poor zack

Evek mandi gw??

Gila, .
Masang alarm hp gw jam 6 teng. .Bangunya jem tengah 7,ngaret2 dikit,ngucek2 mata,da belek pd kering.Haha
ngelemesin bdan,huahm. .Rasanya masi ngantuk.Pengen tidur lagy takt bAblas..Bs2 bgun jam 1,
tumben ni ari da niat wad mandi, .Cuci muka pake p0nds.Ngarep nhe muka bs keliatan pth,ky yg di tipi =p
skt g2,mandi,
anjrit,aer ny mati.Parah,sbun masi ada,aer tgal dkit bgt.Gapapah dh..Dingn,euy.(l0m pernah merasa kan sensasi dngn, .Seperti inih)(reD.Jarang mandi)
listrik mati hape l0wbet.Huah.Kiamat sugro nhe hp mati, .Lebhay.

Gw liat jem hp agy,dah jam 8.15.Anjrit telat gw, .Gw jaln cpt dr c0zan mpe cmpuz.Kaki pegel dENGKUL mu c0pot.Hah
jaln cuek nymperin tmen2 gw yg masi ada d parkiran.
"zaCK mandi l0"
"anjrit.Kg ngeliat apah ne muka"
"punya muka?"
"xew"
gw milh k atas jae langsng.Nemuin tmen cwe gw yg pnter.Kagum gw ma dy.Stiap men k c0zany past lg blajar.
"zha d undur d0seny kg ada"
"anjrit gw udah buru2."
"zack l0.Mandi kah?"
"maksud l0?P"
ydh gw kbwah lg.Nemuin tmen2 gw dparkiran, .Gw blgn ja libur kul, .Eh tmen gw sms lg, .Kul bner2 lbur.
Huah.Prah kan?Gw dah niat bgt kuliah.Mpe mandi pgx, .Mpe gosok g2,
T.T sia2.Anjrit.

Pagy.Pagy mata ngantuk, .Uwf

Kulia?Huah. .Jam 8?Pagy bgt. .
IAd.Bikin ngantUk, .Dcmpur 3 kelas,90orang.Anjrit bkal mumet nhe. .
Tapi gag papa ding.Haha
gw ntar kan mu lanjuT tdur dcmpuz :zaCk kebiasan ikh:
:bodo akh:
dosen kg tw ini.Ha
kbnykan mhswa she, .
Had0h. .Bnyak tUgas, .Musti dketin tmen yg pinter nhe.T.T
tmen gw mah b0doh2 smwa.Ha=muph br0 he=.
Gw musti gencAR dEmi meningGAL kan iP 2.33.Ha
gela yah.Kecil bgt, .Tp gdE ding.Kan tmen2 gw da ybng dbwah ntUH. .
Huawayah. .Musti semangat kulia euy. .Huhu. .
[iAd]m c0ming. .Hoho
ga bkalan telat nhe^^ dah bgun pagy bget. .He
paling telat 10menit.Its 0K.Lah,lebh bAE dr kmaren.Ciah d0dol gw.Telat d rencANAin.=p

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sial...kulia beda banget ma sekola yah,,
huhu sekola cabut mulu ge kaga ngaruh ma nilai palingan di kejar-kejar guru n dapet hukuman paling manis thu hukuman tangan mendarat mulus di pipi gw..bahkan kadang gagang sapu juga berhasil di babetin ke pantat gw..sakit yah than jae..malunya yang lumayan haha ..
eh kalu skula jadi inget kejadian bodoh yang pernah gw lakuin yang paine memalukan n gokil abis thu gw nungsep dari tangga skul..gila malu dahsyad..
dagh geto diliatin ma nak satu sekola..parah jatoh thu reputasi gw,,,seorang zack bisa jatoh dari tangga ...hah yah bisa lah
temen gw malah ngakak pas gw jatoh
"zack ngapain luh duduk disituh?
"anjrit bangunin gw dodol...malu nhe gw"
"haha"ketawain gw lagi dy
ntar deng gwlanjut lagi cerita bodoh gw..gw kuliah dulu..
kalu gw kuia terus cabut..kaga ada yang ngomelin she,,cuman gw terima dapet D di tangan anjrit kand..
hadoh baru semester pertama nhe zackkk
semangat...semangat....

when iam gone

We're doing it!

I look around me
But all I seem to see
It's people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It's like we're going through the motions of a scripted destiny
Tell me where's our inspiration
If life won't wait
I guess it's up to me

Chorus:
Woahh
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Woahh
We won't come back the world is calling out
Woahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
(Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh)
Your gonna miss me when I'm gone
(Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh)

Procrastination
Running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating
You're wound up left for dead
(You're left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won't happen to me

Chorus:
Woahh
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Woahh
We won't come back the world is calling out
Woahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Your gonna miss me when I'm gone
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm goooone
When I'm gooone

Let's go!
Won't look back
When I say goodbye
I'm gonna leave this hole behind me
Gonna take what's mine tonight
Cause every wasted day becomes a wasted chance
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry
Cause life won't wait
I guess it's up to you

Chorus:
Woah
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Woah
We won't come back the world is calling out
Woah
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Your gonna miss me when I'm gone
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

i miss u mamah hehe..love blink 182

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We’ll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we’ll wish this never ends
We’ll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I’m so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

your guardian angel

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face
I can’t replace

And now that I’m strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me, I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It’s ok, It’s ok, It’s ok

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you’re my
You’re my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don’t throw that away

Cause I’m here, for you
Please don’t walk away and
Please tell me you’ll stay, stay…

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I’ll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

mamah kangennn

mamah..

kangen

banyak bannget yang mau di sharing

disini gelap,sendiriann ,,mamah
mu cari temen cewe jae sussah,,temenan ma cowo kadang engga mudeng

anakmu yang lagi nyoba wat tegar ini ternyata engga bisa
menyedihkan tapi setiaap ngeeliaat muka mama,,semuanya ilang.bt nn cape pun engga ada llagi,masalah masalaah terluuupakan ddi peelukan mama.

kkunjungan mamah kee kosan di harapkan banget tau mah,,

mah…

mamah engga tau nhe gimanaa perasaanya dede..tapiii dede yakin ding maam tau..

sebenernya cape mahhh ddisini,sendirian engga da temen..sepi..kalu dah nyaampee di kosan cuman bbbisa liaat ffoto mamah.nungu kapan mama dateng,

kesian bangeet yah aanak mamaah sekarang terlantaar..

mamahh…

kangeeenn

coretan sampah pertamanya ssi zack haha

mau mulai hari baru dengan memblogging euy..
lumayan buat curhat-curhat dikit or sharing hal yang emang engga penting???
tapi engga papa lah nhe bukan yang pertama


gud luck zack hoho