This Arogancy make me lost u.

Ar0gancy.Break my fEel,.When I try 2 kn0w my self dEep.I never f0und d truTh, .My selfisht always up my mind..Never pR0Ve dat I like u,n u never do d same..S0metimes its make a hurt me,its make my tears falL.N n0oNE kn0w my fEels.
U far of me.When s0meoNe c0me 2 my lifE, .Dat girl change my p0siti0n..Its realLY make a hurt n u never undErSTAND my fEel.Or u pRetend d0nt kn0w my fEel. .I n0t said luV u.BuT my heart never lie.
I luV u.BuT he luV me 2..Hard 2 decidE diz feEL,.If I st0p luV u that never luV me.Ll lost u, .BuT if i d0nt fEeD bAck his luV.I realL a suck girl dat never kn0w h0w 2 said thanx.
I never try 2 forget u.
I try 2 luV him dat realLY luV me.

This Arogancy make me lost u.

Ar0gancy.Break my fEel,.When I try 2 kn0w my self dEep.I never f0und d truTh, .My selfisht always up my mind..Never pR0Ve dat I like u,n u never do d same..S0metimes its make a hurt me,its make my tears falL.N n0oNE kn0w my fEels.
U far of me.When s0meoNe c0me 2 my lifE, .Dat girl change my p0siti0n..Its realLY make a hurt n u never undErSTAND my fEel.Or u pRetend d0nt kn0w my fEel. .I n0t said luV u.BuT my heart never lie.
I luV u.BuT he luV me 2..Hard 2 decidE diz feEL,.If I st0p luV u that never luV me.Ll lost u, .BuT if i d0nt fEeD bAck his luV.I realL a suck girl dat never kn0w h0w 2 said thanx.
I never try 2 forget u.
I try 2 luV him dat realLY luV me.

D0n.T let my heart bl0od m0re.

They disturb me. .
They laughin' me, .
They anNoye me.
Difficult 2 be closest me, .
Hard 2 kn0w h0w my fEel,sad,or hepi..
Iam d0wn, .Iam faLL, .
Al0ne in d cr0wdEd plaCE..
H0pe u wilL here with me,
i want to telL u thiz fEel,..
This heart wilL bl0od m0re.
Iam d0wn my fEels broken
s0me0ne Lie me, .S0me0ne playin' my fEel,
s0me0ne anN0Ye me, .
S0me0ne f0oL my luV,
buT n0w,he the 0ne,
the 0ne that hard 4 me to erase his shad0w,erase this fEel, .
Hard 4 me 2 telL u h0w dis heart hurt.Diz heart bl0od again when u telL me that u stilL luV me!
U blaming me that i never luV u!
That words always make my heart bl0od m0re,

Kesialan gw.N kebAE an orang sktr umah gw

Pagi nhe mata masi merem, .Gw dsuru ma luVly emak gw nganterin adE gw sk0LA, .Anjrit. .Tp dEmi menjadi anak yg berbAkti ciaH. .Haha
gw turtn aj dh thu, .Ngeluarin mtr b0tot huhu, .Ssi irit beud dah,d isin 1liter bsa 2 ari.MuTer2 kmana2, ..MakLUM m0tor b0tot.Musti d engk0L dah thu..Had0g.Gw lg flu,bel0n makan nasi,masi lemes.Huh.LebAY.Ydah gw anterin adE gw skula, .AdE gw paling gmw bw mtr b0tot ntU, .Mang manja thu anak uda kelaz 2 SMA jg tetp aj anter jmpt, .Berapah meter melaju keq petasan jangwe ngjr org ,Mtor berasa gag enak gw ajakin ngebuT ja, .EngGA jau c dr rmah k skul,2 or 3 kilo lah, .Pas smpe sk0la adE gw anjrit thu m0tor pake acra lgsung mati.AdE gw lgsung nel0jor masuk k sk0la nye,udah geDe jg smw anak sk0la na kbnykan pake anter jempuT pbdi.LebAY dhe, .Kg malu ma b0dy apeh thu orang.2
"ryan, .Jgn msuk mulu mtor mati,minjem hp.Eh mìnta pulsa ding"teriak gw geDe. Thu anak kg ngeDenger.ANJING..
Pas gw cek bensiny ternyta kering.Percuma kan gw engk0l dr tdi m0nyet!
kg bwa hape,kg bwa duit, .Yaealah jaBlai. .Bru bgun tdur kand .
Siap menungGu nasib.Luply emak pasti punya fEeling xlu gw dlm wktU 1jam kga bALIK pasti ada apah2ny, .Gw sbr aj nungGU pura2ny nungGU orang. .Hoho
tpi gw penasaran.Gw engkoL lg ternyata nyala. .YA AlLAH, .Gw dagH seneng.Thanx G0d. .Hoho.Tp blun ada setengah meter mati lagy T.T rasany pengen nangs.Kagag mungkn gw nangs.Gw c0bA saBar.Nhe c0bAan lg buat gw s0b.

Gw mang selalu kg SaBar n mara2 mulu. .
N ALLAH thu ngasi d bezt mulu wad gw.Astagfiruloh. .^^
muphn hambamu.Hoho.
1.Ada pert0l0ngan euy wad gw, bpak2 nanxa gw knp.Gw blg aj mtrny mati.Eh 2 org lg tny yg sma.Gw jwb yg sama.Tengsin xlu gw jwb aBIz bengsiny. .Ha
eh dy engkol kaga bisa2, .Eh dy minta liat bensiny yadah dhe ketauan gw aBIZ bensin, .Gw tnyain plgny searah apa kagag eh trnyt kgag searah T.T
tgu nasib lagy, .Emak gw kagag dtg2 lagy, .Setengah jem x nhe gw dah tgGUin ema gw.T.T
cri wartel percma.Bnyak anak skulbw hp kan xlu gw tibA2 pnjem tnpa kenalan ya kagag enak.Pengen gw tingGAL thu m0tor n titipin satpam sek0la.Tp kga lah. .Tengsin jg.Hah kbnykn tengsin jd sengsara,terPaksa menghtUng harie dtik demi dETIK.MenungGU itU kan menjemukan=haha nyanyi dah gw.
2.Eitz. .Bpak2 yg tadi tb2 berenti lg d dpan m0tor gw.SETZ bwa apa thu dplstik.Bensin sepertinya,hoho.0nce m0re Thenx G0D.Hoho
neng.Kirain bpak udah nglang.Hah nglang?Dkira gw setan apah.
"aduh bpanya saiah tdk bwa uang yeuh, .."
"tidak pa2 dhe, .Bpa kesian"beuh tnyta masi ada juga org bAE d dunia.Haha
he seiv my lifE.LebAY gw
aduh bpany terma kasi atUH udah dbntuin, .
HoOH.Sm2
gw udah btrma ksi ma tU bpaK2 gw langung ngaCir ngebuT thu ci bot0t. .Anjrit nhe gr2 k2 gw.Ktny mah udah d isi smlm, .Ma gw gw pake jalan2 c0z BT. .MuTER2 aj.0oN jg yh gw pcy ma dy, .Huahyah. .Thenx G0d. .Hoho
dah d tengah jalan emak gw ngejempuT gw,hoho
fEeling gw bner kand.Luphly ema bkal jempuT gw
thenx m0my. .Ur stil da bezt. .Hehe
emak gw t0p aBiz lah. .Tp telat m0my. .Emak gw nyri ojek tkang ojekny mandi dlu ktnya . .Jaelah gaya bgd dah tkang ojek pake mandi, .

Sakit thu tidak mengenakan.T.T

Ktny skt enak?Bnyk yg perhatin,gw?Wlpun dbyr juTAN wad pilek.Gw kg bkalan ma0. .AnjritPilek bener2 menyeblkan.Siang terziksa malem apalagy, .Idung mampet ingusan musti sediain tisue xlu pke sapu tgn pengalaman yg udah.Udah bkin idung gw skt parah.Pd merah untg g bdarah2 c0z thu sapu tangan, .Tisue pase0 yg lembut gag ada wat ngelap inguz,tisue t0ilet pun jadi lah.Hoho
wlpun tdur dah pke bntl dtmpuk 3 jg kg ngaruh,cm kdng bkin ne idung mampetna kurang,.M0my.T.T
"yg ini mangpet. ."
"yg eni enga"
gw termsuk org yg super anti minum obt.Gw thu jrg bgt yg namany ktmu skt..Trakhr skt kelaz 3 SMA,tifus bru gejala, .Rasany dh ky mu mati, .Gw gbkal ngmg gw sakit mpe gw brasa bnr2 gkuat n pingsan.Dbwa dh k kLinik 24 jam.Ktmu ma obt super bnyk yg kg aBIZ dlm 3hri..Liat thu obt aj gw bkal cpet smbh,gtw krna keajaibn AlLAH Swt.Or krn gw kbru males ma thu obt.Ha
gw kg bs tdur nui,anjrit xlu gpke inhaller idung gw kg bkal bs nfs.Hah
0ne m0re st0ry.
WktU thu da aCRA dikLat agta himpunan d cmpuz.Biasa lah sdkt ada pel0ncoan, .Mlm2 jam brapa gatw dh tngah mlm,.Di uTAN super dingin pake bju ka0s pndEk tanpa switer.Salah gw jg se kg pake,.Dri p0s 1 gw masi sadar,dsuruh pgangan tgan smwa agta kelmp0k ampe kg gw lepas2 thu tgn gtw tgn sapah c0z gelap..Di oMEL2in aBiz gw,d dr0ng2,muka dc0ret2 pk lumpur,gtw d yg gska x ma gw,lmpr thu dkasi lu*%h,yuck..Dsurh mkn cacing,yg dksi bkn ccing tp ckLat wlpn ntU Menjijikan sangadh lah,.Sgkat mpe p0s trakhr gw.SangGUP,.Gw diserang dingn yg amat sangat yg pernah gw rasain.Nglbhn dngn mandi,yaialah bodoh.
Gw lemez, .Tp tetp dsuruh bdri y gw bdri,.4x hmpir jth pgsan gw thn d tmen gw yg cowo.Pgangn gw biar g jat0h..Akhrnya gw gakuat jg n jat0h pingsan,huah, .Untg lg dlm k0ndisi mata smwa nak2 pd dtUtUP.Xlu dbuka,mah,mu dtaro mana muka gw pake aCra pingsan,malu ma b0dy.Pgsan dtmpt umum paling gw hndrin.Malu nya thu loh..Haha
nhe k 3x seumur hdup gw,
1.Akting pingsan d orgnsasi PMR skula,wktU dEM0in orgnsasi.Gw jd pasien yg jat0h pgsan dpan lpgn truz ank2 PMR n0l0ng gw,ngbluT kpala tgan n ngangkt gw pke tandu,.Sukses,.Pertama anak2 pMR sukses jeD0tin kpla gw d halang rintang.Kedua sukses wktU pas dlpgn ada yg nimpuk gw pake krikil c0z ngrasa dtipu dy.haha trnyta gw ada bkat artis,wlpun ktgangan smpt ada diliatin ribuan adE kelas yg n0nt0n.Ciah lebAY, .Kaq erwin gw gbkal lupa lu c0z lu yg kg ngebukain tandu pas slesae aCRA T.T..Kan gw jd kaga bs bk sndri..Kaq very pelatiH kuh.Thanx wad trick agkt org skt,nafas buatan yg shrusny dcnthn pda saiiah thu bnran,kan saia jd medianya.Hah ngarep.Eh Muph wktU d angk0t kakinya g sngja kena injek saiiah tp kg minta muph.Hehe.Malu saiia,
kaq dEVI makasi TAMPARAN nya di pipi saiiah.Lumayan
dan kaq2 yg laen tengkyu...
2.Pingsan c0z gy sakit tetep ja keluar bw mt0r sndri mpe rumah kan jadi tepar. .M0my lgsg bw gw k dkter.M0m u da bezt.
3.Pgsn wakt hpL.Dingn mpe ky org sakau ktnya,gw kg sakau lah s0b.Gila x lu..Thenx wad snior yg agkt gw.Gw kg berat kan,.Hah gw g brat krna d0sa l0h.He
gw kg tw thu sapa yg nlgn gw..Bkin suhu bdn gw n0rmal,ngarungin gw pake kant0ng tdr,ngebkar kaki gw jg ngasi minyk kypth k peruT gw,k2 senior cwe yg uda b.Bgy pns bdny k gw,Pk0kna yg ngrasa aja lah thenxqyu ma org2 yg udah bkn gw sadar xlu gda kalian gtw jd apa gw,.Hoho*
u r dbez lah.Tgung jwbny gw saluT. .Hoho
intinya.SAKIT bENER2 tIDAK MENGENAKAN..BERSYUKUR DH jrg SAKIT.

Thr0w away ur fuckin.Jealouz

ZaCk. .Thr0w away ur fuckin' jealouz, .U w0uld never have that fEels, .U r yet n0rmal human! U never undERstand dET every girls fEels, .U nver n0w what l0v is, .Even Who u?R u a girl?U even never kn0w h0w l0ve hapPened n ur self, .

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Freak never in luV.
zack u r realLY unh0nest 2 ur self.
R U ashameD just sei if u r in l0ve?
L0ve isn't a stinky things that u must thr0w it away 2 d junk, .
L0ve is a beauTy things, .That every0ne cALs.
N0t 4 u!
Even diz world reFusing u. .
Hah
misS zaCk.0pen ur eyes.LoOK far away,y0ur lifE n0t stUCK in here.AlL are r0unding.L0ve,sad,hapPY,upSet,br0ken, .
U wilL fEels thet oL, .
U just afraid, .U just a child, .
"zaCk sei,i just want kisS my m0m,hug my m0m, .L0ve my m0m..Hanging 0uT with my m0m, ."
buT u neEd frend opPOsite of ur genre.0k.
U l0ok like a b0yZ.BuT u must luk like a girls 2..InsidE ur self.MisS zaCk is sweEtest girl in da world ever be.Ho

Suntik silik0n, . .Yuwh . .Wow. .

Apan she suntik silik0n thU? ?Bingung gw jadinya. .Eh benc0ng k0q ada t0ketna she?Thu suntik silik0n, ?Nb{sob.Muph nhe nyebuT nama kau.Haha laft benc0ng dhe}yuck. .Hoho*tapi thu kan c0wo k0 ada c t0ket na, .Asli t0ke* apa karet yah, .UpZ kg dsens0r. .
Aneh nhe, .Hehe, .Gw kan takuT thu ma gtuan, .Tp gag dh, .
Drmana yh kuqbsa da t0k** na she?
Truz mereka thu bisa tau jd cwe bgt, .Perasanya cewe, .BAhkan nafsu ny jg cewe x yah??
Gw bingung dh, .Apa c yg ada d vikiran para cewe di dunia, .Ciah,lebhay gw.Haha
di sekitar gw aj dh, .Gw thu kan gmpg dpt tmen n nyambung ma sapah aj.Ciah lebAY.Ha
tp gw plg gag nyambung ma yg cewe oMongn, .MenuruT gw thu bASI. .Ho.Muph nhe frend.Nak cewe yg jd tmen gw,he
jd gni loh sob. .Xlu gy ngumpul thu hal yg gag penting gag usah d oM0ngn, .Example."ikh gw mah orangny gag geto yah,gw thu kdg juTek ma cowo,xlu d yg sms nysar mu knalan ma gw pasti gw mrh2 n juTEK, .Mahal dkt biar dy penasaran,"
end dE fAcT."bru ada yg miscol n sms ngajak kenalan lgsung dblz n tanya2, .OhMY g0st.0opS salah.Oh my G0d.
Ada lagy"cowo gw thu brengsek,anjink, .Dy slgkuh.Mls gw ma dy, ."end egein the faCT.Mereka malah sms,beibh aku kangen,qm gy ap?"
beuh, .BeDA bgt ucpn ma kelakuan, .Gw jg geto X yh.Hoho
tapi gag lah, .Yg pling gag nymbung kan gw, .
Dcmpuz,xlu d matkul,gw mang slalu ma c0wok.MakLUM kagag punya tmen cewe.T.T.
Tapi skrg udh lho.Hoho
gapenting, .Xlu ma cowo gw nyambung.Xlu ma cewe,gw cengo, .Yaialah, .Gw ny juga yg bADUng.Ha xlu matkul.
Gatau nhe.Gw lg bezosialisasi ma sesama hawa.Ciah lebAY.He.Pngen dpt tmen cwe.At last.Gw dapet,
bhie,tanti,ayu,dian,tetil mungl,yuni,dita,nita,.DlL dhe. .Laft u fren.EsPESIALI.Lora kuh.Hoho never forget,n dE bezt.Adinda sintia miranti.Kawand,lu dmanah skrg?Knp jrg telp k umah gw lg?Tw kan n0.Nya,hp gw ilang.N0.Gw ganti.Please hub.Telp rmh gw, .Gw pengen tw gmana kbr lu.C bebi uda lahir lun?Kemaren ulTAH yah.HepPY beztdEY nda. .Gw kangen ma l0, .Gw kg bs k umah lo,tw ndiri gw susah apal jalan, .Nda,hub gw yah.

Is am unintendeD.?

I could be unintended,.
N0oNE cAre s me, .
N0oNE undErSTand me.
I cAn't bALance my heart.
Thiz heart always beat quickLy
Thiz heart always hurt..
My self isn't meaning.
G0d take my s0uL..
Wana pasS this lifE, .
Mamah, .Iam weak, .Iam pale, .M hurt, .
Mamah, .M n0t str0ng like i have said, .
Mama, .My luphe leave me,
buT i d0nt wana get him bAck.
Mama. . .
Please. .G0na g0 h0me, .Every oNE keEP away Me, .
Mama,iam freak..Iam here al0ne n0w, .Mama wanNa cry, .T.T buT my tears n0t 4 him,n0t 4 diz lifE that push me away, .

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Mamah,m n0t litTle zaCK rite?I never cry just 4 diz.

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Anjrit. .Gy melL0w gw. .Huhu

D0n't ever neEd me sidE u, .
D0n't ever miss me, .
I never run bAck 2 u, .
I never misS u, .
I have 4Get nice m0ment witH u, .
D0n't blame ur self, .
Diz is alL my fault, .I hope alL bec0me like usualL.
U always in my heart, .
Diz hurt never rec0ver s0oN,
u r always in my heart, .
U r d bez I ever get.BuT n0w u r n0t mine, .
U Always n stilL.Here insidE, .
u stilL my lupli munkey

Mamah. .Iam n0T litTle zaCK m0re.T.T

I cAn manage my self,
i cAN faCe my lifE, .
Mamah,.Iam n0t litTLE zaCK.
BuT mamah.I still neEd ur luphe mama, .

Here Iam al0ne, .
MisS u much, .
G0na g0.HoME. .T.T

suPp0rt 4 sitU gINtUng disaster..

0ur c0untry cryin again, .
Disaster of sitU gintUng bnyk menelan k0rbAN jiwa n harta benda yg ilang, .Belum lagi anak krakatAU yg aktif meletUS berkali.Kali
belum kering airmata bumi ind0nesia yang menangis karna tsunami yg meratakan bumi aCEH, .Gempa yang menghancurkan j0gja, .Mengakibtkan hancurny hti org2 yg dtgalKan karna org yg mrka cintai, .Hilang harta benda yg susah payah mereka timbun. .Namun smua pasti d hikmahny, .Gw cm bsa ngash d0a n sdkt bAntUan yg sangat kurang tanpa bntUan kalian semua, .Mari peDuli bencna sitU gintUng,.Intr0sPEKsi diri .Di dunia , .
Gag da gunanya thu keq cewe2 pelajar d palu yg berantem ga jelaz pnen d akui jagoan kah?Or cuma cri sensasi unjuk diri?,smwa gag ada gunanya, .Ngerugin dr sndri apalagy org laen, .Cri kegyatan yg bermanfat lah,lu smwa masi pada muda n pR0duktif, .Gw mang g lebiH bAE dr kalian dulu, .BuT gadasalahny lah berubh k arah yg lebiH bAE, .Qta thu dah dtegur,knp gag ada yg menyadari, .
just wana say.AlL.Give sPirit 4 disaster of sitU gintUNG, .Lets change our country d0nt let our earth cryin'

An h0pe 4 zack

An H0pe, .

u dEcidE 2 leave me,its mean all over.
I d0nt l0ve u m0RE?
Please d0n't give me a h0pe that I w0n't ever geT, .
An h0pe det just make me haPpy 4 sh0RT time!
An h0Pe that make mi smiLE likE a cRazY, .
An h0PE that wiLl crusH my minD..
N0w, .I stilL cANT 4 get u,.I stilL luV u much,
buT alL over,u d0n'T n never undErStand,.
s0mETImes my heart beat again,make a shake insidE
i think my fEels was die later..
If I wilL always think b0uT u,.U wilL c0me insidE my lifE again,
if u give me an H0pe that I never get,.I wilL always expecting that I wilL get u.My luV,
I w0n't let u geT my heart m0re,
c0z I wilL l0ck it n n0nE cAN get,.
Theres u in my heart n u kn0w that,buT u never get 2 c0me in again,.
I hate an h0pe that never c0me true

P0or zaCK..pRinces of freaknesS

ZaCk p00r u girl, .
He leave u there.
Tears d0wn 4m ur eyes..
U just falL n weak.
Where ur p0wer? U just wana askin'?When do hapPinesS c0me 2 da frEAK,?? .In ur dreams zaCk, .
FREAK never get hapPinesS,
FREAK wilL always al0ne,quiet,sadNesS,
FREAK never be patient, .Screaming cAn't st0p ur sadnesS,.
ZACK u r FREAK, .
PRINCESS Of FREAKNESS
p0oR zaCK. .Luk up ur lifE n0w, .Every b0dy leave u, .Everyb0dy never cAres u, .U just run Away n faLl cAn't stand up again, .U falL d0wn zaCK,.U r weak..Get up ur head,luk d sky!.
U always bent over ur head,u always falL ur tears 2 the earth,.U cANT breath,n bec0mes give up?
Its n0t zACK,
FaCE ur lifE zaCK, .Where str0ng zaCK.With smile.FREAK have a pr0blem in their lifE.BuT its just a litTle things that cANT make u biG.
BiG gals d0nT cry zAck!
Remember!FrEAK never give up,that a difFerence 4m u, .U fREAK n u r BRAVE 2 faCE ur lifE..0K.
Imp0rtant things in ur lifE is u r FREAK n u cANt get m0re than they cAN get..
U wilL always hepy.With or with0uT ci m0nkey

Dy bukan buat lo zaCk

CarA gW daPetIN dy mang salah,gw liat dy sAyang bgt ma cewe na,gw iri, .Gw jg pngn da yg sayang ma gw, .N gw bneran dapetin ntU, .Dy sayang ma gw, .Dy rela napain aj wat gw, .Tadinya gw mang ga pnah percya ma hal keq gni, .Tp lm2 gw ngrasa aneh, .Seneng, .Ky org gla,palagy wkt dy blg syang bgt ma gw, .Gatau bohoNK pa gag, .Gw ngrasa sneng dy slalu ada dket gw, .Sat gw btUh dy,.Tiap dEtik dy telp gw,sms gw, .Gw sneng bgt dy gtU. ,lm2 gw ngrasa aneh, .tp gw gtw knp keinget ma cwe nya?, .Dah 4bln gw ma dy, .gw nyadar xlu gw mang ngerbt dy dr cwny,gw mang jd yg k2 dr dy atw mungkn bisa lebiH, .Gw muTusin dy, .Sat dy lg sakit, .Sat dy bth gw, .Gw tw gw jahat, .Tp gw must kmblin dy k pmilikny, .N dy nuruT gw,dy blik lg, .Gw mang nrasa skit, .Skt bgt, gw vkir gw ga kan ngerasa keq gni,gbkalan sma keq cwe2 laen yg cengeng, .Tp gw malah netesian air mata wad dy, .N dy tw thu .N qt bnrn brakhr n gw mutsn g bkal pnah pcy lg ma c0wo..Kdg gw thu pgn d jadin sPEcial, .Keq cewe2 laen, .Gw mu yg nyata,gw mu yg bnrn bukan imagine, .Sm keq tmen gw yg dpgl "sayank""beibH""h0ney", . hah ngarep, .Ha Gw mang cewe tp gag da thu yg aggap gw kyk cewe, .Hag. .Smw memperlakukan gw keq cowo, . ,
anjrit emang gw,
gw thu mls,
cowo dmata gw sma aj,boOnk nya, .Janjinya, sifatnya.Ga d yg bs ubAh pErSepSi gw tEnTng ntU, .Smw sma aj, .Ngasi2 janji, .Mu jdin gw sPecial,tp mane!Kaga ada thu, .gw gmw mUna, .Gw jg masi N0RMAl, .Gw masi ska ma c0wo, .Tp gtw c0wo yg gmanah?Gw jg gbsa ntUin apa type cowo gw, .Gbisa gni truz. .Mls gw dngernya, .Hah
gw jg gag ngarep dy blik lagy ma gw.N emang gag mungkn,.Gw lepasin dy bkn krn gw trlalu benci dy,tp krn gw trlalu cinta dy,
anjrit .LebAY gw.Haha.Drmane gw dpt kt2 thu yh? ? ? ?Hoho*

Gara.Gara.Si keripik setan. . .

anjrit keripik setan bener2 ajib.Hho*,gw mang h0bi bget thu mak kripik setan,bsa nglangin stres s0alnya,gmanah engGA strez lo gr2 nhe idup ga ilang,u malah bkalan strez gr2 mikirin kpn pdES yg d dmuluT lo cpet ilang,gGA ngerti yah.Haha,.Dic0zan kripik setan nemenin gw mulu.Berhubung gw gy kepet nhe malem, .The ega.Tmen c0zan gw ngeluarin kripik setanya wkt kta ngumpl men p0ker, .
"dhe mw kga nhe kripik stan ksukan lo"
"wui the ega is d bez lah.Tw aj nhe.Hoho"
"jangan lebAY dh makan aj"
gw mkn mbil men p0ker, .Sma tmen2 c0zan gw yg laen, .
Kripik setan mang t0p dah, .PeDes dahsyad.Mungkn xlu dlhat ma mata yg kasat keliatan dhe asep dr idung ma kuping gw.Haha*
ga terasa thu bnyk bgt kripik setan dah aBiz, .Men kartU jga dah ngantUK mpe jam 12 malem. .
C0w siap2 tdur, .Anjrit peruT g bres nhe skit beudh dah, . tetep aj tdur.Takut k t0ilet mlm2,dah gtU gr2 kbnykn minum krn pdES bgt jd b0lak.Blik toilet dh. .
Akhrnya bisa tidur krna kepaksa, .
bgun pagy jam 8an la, berasa peruT kg enak gw ke toilet, .Tp lum pgn b0ker thu, .
Gw blik lg dhe k kmar,eh pas nympe dkmr k t0ilet lagy.Dah penuh ma mbA jawa n si lia,
bru berasa pngen b0k**had0h sakit peruT. .
"LiaAaA. .MbA jAwaAaA. .Buruan. . .Kebelet nhe"
"bentar dhe".
"aduh kagag tahan nhe mbA jawa cepetan"
"bentar lagy keramas"
"lia. .T.T cepetan"
"lia juga lg b0ker dhe. ."
anjrit xlu k toilet bwah mles bget T.T tgu mbA jwa mpe lma bgt.Akhrny dy mengalah. .
Thanx to.MbA jawa.Hnho*
ur the bez lah.Ha
thanx to.The eGA.Kripik setanya. .MuantapP. .

monkey

Lagu ny brian adam.Ajib bgt. .
Huf
pagy 2 dah dgr lg beginian,jd inget c m0nkey, .
Parah. .M0nkey araB. .Masa gw kg bs brnti cinta ma l0,ya bisa lah, .Lu udah b0oNK ma gw,parah muluT lu k0tor bgt, .Janji2 lo. .Anjrit bgt . .Gw dah percya ma lo.
M0nkey rugy nhe gw.Jdin lo firztlup gw..Tp gapapah ding, .Gw jd pernh lup lup an geto dh ma cowo.Jd ngilangn pRdkat co g laku, .Eh ce ga laku ding.Ha
si m0nkey. .M0nkey. .
Please forgve me I cANT st0p l0ping u.Ha

everythng i d0.I d0 it 4 ya.

Fist time our eyes met the same feEling i get oNly fEels much str0nger.
I wanNA love u l0nger.
U stilL turn oN the fire.
So if you are fEelin l0nely,d0nt y0u are the oNly oNE i ever want.
I oNLY wanNA make it g0od
s0.If I love ya a litle m0re than i sh0uld.
Please 4GVE mE-i kn0w n0t what i d0
please 4 gve me i cANT st0p l0ping u,
d0nt dEny me this pain m g0ing thr0ugH please 4 gv me .If i neEd u like I d0.
Please belive me every w0rd I say is tru,.Please f0rgIve me I cANt st0p loving y0u. .M0Nkey. . =p

Hapus lah cinta. . .ZaCk.

M0nkey, .
Ur luV just give a biG hurt dEep insidE my heart. .
Ur cAre just an imagine of me, .
Why?Diz lifE fuLl of Lie.

M0nkey, .
Ur bulshit always hearin my earS, .
Ur v0ice just adD a biG s0und of dirty m0uTH, .

M0nkey?I want 2 kilL u,with a knifE direct ur heart,
want 2 kn0w is my name there?
Or just l0ok up ur h0nest, .CrazY m0nkey, .
Haha,.

ZaCK bAngun. .ZaCk bAngun. .

Wew, .Dasar kebo, .Ha
kemaren sharian kerjan tidur d0ank, .Bgunya c pagy. .Jam 8, .Kirain teh bukan tang9al merah. .Eh tarnyata. .Libur.Anjrit. .
Yadh dh tdur lagy. .Ha
bgun jam 12, .Cri makan dh. .
Dwit cekak bgt tgal 10rb, .Dpake ngenet wae, .

Skrang dk0zan temen d usir, .Huhu dsuruh pulang k c0zan , wkwkwk,
gara2 pbB nhe, .Gw kga ngambl, .Gr2 iP kecil nhe, .
Hadoh bodoh bget nhe gw, .Niat d0nk zaCK, .Kulia iang bener, .
Gw dah niat k0. .Mgu dpan gw bru mu serius kulia euy, .M0 ngelengkapin cATetan2 gw, .Mu menuhn smwa otak gw pake matkul, .Haha,
mudah2n inget dh gw kulia nya, .Hakhak. .
Tapi gw kan dah niat, .
Pasti d itUng kan niat juga, .
Entar gw cuman masuk kul agama d0ank, .Make kerudung dwajibin lagy, .Kaga masalah c ma gw, .Pke krudung bgus bgt, .Tp kan jadi keliatan sdkit aneh, .Xlu kg sesuae ma kelakuan gw kan, .Cma pke pas mata kulia agama d0ank, .
Tp gapapah ding,haha
biar kyak Aisyah, .Wuekz, .Aisyah?
Gw bukan aisyah ding, .Gw fahri. .Hakhak. .
Ajieb euy, .Kul mpe jam 3 d0ank, .Mantap cAPE nya. .Hoho)

1001 kesialan si zaCK.

Kemaren,.Tgl 24.03.2009,
penyakit gw kambuh,hakhak. .:D
bkan penyakit juga,emang kebiasan gw l0n k kmr mandi,c0z kmren gw niat bgt kul, .Tau gag?EngGA tau yah.Ha
gw bgun pagy,.Pasang alarm hp gw jam 6,tp bguny jam 7,.Y0wdah thu gw bgun truz ntn tV dlu, .Liat2 chanNel.Pencet2 rem0te kg da chanel bAgus , .Gila yah, .Berita seleb semuah, .DEWI pERsik.DEWI sandra cere lah.Had0h.DEWI 2 laen dah.Kg muTu bgt nhe g0sip, .
Gw ptsin buat langsung ke kamar mandi.
Anjrit.Mati lampu, .UntUng masi da aer sisa.Kg perlu bnxk2 gw mah xlu mandi.Cukup kesirem semua nhe bdan slesae dh.
Beuh jam hape gw dah jam 8 lewat 15,had0h kga mw tlat2 lage gw, .Gw ngapRit k cmpuz, .Ternyata tmen2 gw masi pd n0ngkr0ng d parkiran,gw samperin kelaz laen,.Katanya d0sen kagag ada,
AnJRIT.Gw dah mandi.Rapi.Siap tempur.Hah.Rasanya pengen ngaCak2 rmbt n buka bju dsni.Wew, .Jangan lah.
Kan asyik juga kagag ada d0sen, .Ha
tmen2 kelaz gw pasti ngerencANAIn maen puTSal, .Pdhl bru kmren maen lawan kelas E. ,masi j maen lage. ,kg ikuT akh gw. .Lg BT,kg ada dwit, .He
gw muTusin gbung ma nak cewe2 aj, .Cr suasana bAru. .Gw gbung ma c ayu n c dyan, .Eh ngajakin ke warnet, .Ktny c mw ng0py paste bhan kul yg ada d flash gw, .Gw saranin cri warnet murah n l0adiny cepet lah, .Sesuae kant0ng gw yg emang cman sisa dwit cebAN.Bel0n makan lagyh, .Tdi dtwrin keripik singk0ng pdes d parkiran ma nak HIMAK0m yg gy ngumpln dana, .Gw beli 1 tadi,lumayan lah wad ganjel peruT, .He
gw makan sndrian thu kripik 2 rebu, .Enak, .Pds manis gmane gtU, .Kxk gw lah.Ha
c.Ayu ngasi idE wad ngenet d echo, .Yh lumayan 3rebu per jem, .Paling gy kering gni gw cm maen 2 jem lah,6 rebu,bli kripk tdi 2 rebu,beli aqua 2 rebu, .Gw kalKULASIN ckup lah thu cebAN, .
Jalan2 dlu lah gw b3, .
BeDA men ma cewe n c0wo, .Xlu gw gy ngumpl ma tmen2 gw yg c0wo pasti pda ngeliatin cewe, .Hah yah ialah zack.0toMatis,
mata nak c0wo pda mel0tot xlu liat cewe m0ntok t0k** geDe, .
"wuiH ajib thu zaCK,punya lo bsa kga sgeDe gtU,"
"beuh.GeDe yah, .Gw k0.Kecil she, .Akh tar jg punya gw geDe, .Haha.
"jah,kapan l0.Kg bkalan."
"anjrit l0!"hah paling tgn gw mendarat mulus n0yor tmen2 gw yg ngecengn gw kg punya t0k*t
kembli k lebt0b.Ha
jalan ma c dyan n ayu beDA bgt.
Djaln dliat c0wo2.
Yaialah.
"yu,dyn m0 mangkal?"
"anjrit lo!"
"ngapn u b2 bwa c0wo"
"wew m0nkey,gw cwe taw,"teriakin gw
"xlu u naksir ma gw blg aj X"haha
"amit. .Amit ikh. ."
"wew"
lama ngelirik cowo2 ganteng d jaln sktr kmpuz, .
Nyampe lah d warnet echo nyebrang pnt 2,melewati amanah net.DENise net,
gw suruh c dyn msuk dluwan, .Cri tmpt PW yg bsa lesehan, .Warnet2 masi pada sEPi, .Ot0matis lah,jem jg bru nunjukn jam 9, .
Ydah
"ada thu 3 lesehan. .Pas wat kta"
"kita?"
"mang l0 pas?"ha
becANDA, .S dyn mang bdany lumayan gedE sob masuk b0x warnet, .HmM. .Mungkin muat kepaksa,ha
gw nempatin b0x k 3,sblah gw ada seni0r himak0m.Ga kenal siapah.He
sebelah gw lagy c dyn ma c ayu, .
WuiH Pw nhe, .Tempatnya ajib, .
Gw kLik perS0nal untk ngenet, .Masukin nama gw n pw, .
Hm, .Br0wsing2, .DEngerin lagunya reD jump suite apParatUS.
Pake earPh0ne smbl nyanyi2, .Hah b0do wlupun suara pales.Yg penting gw enj0y. .Ea gag br0, .

when i seE ur smile
tears roll d0wn my face I can't replace and n0w that I'm strom I have figured ouT.
H0w this world tUrns cold and it breaks thr0ugH my s0ul and I kn0w i'lL find dEep insidE me.
i cAN be the oNE I wilL never let u falL.Let u falL
i'lL stand up with u forever.
I'l be there 4 u thr0ugH it all
Even if saving u send me 2 heaven
its okay.Its okay seasoN are changing
and waves are crashing.
And stars are falling alL 4 us
days grow loNger and niGhts gr0w s0rter.
I cAN show u,ilL be the oNE i wilL never let you falL .Gw nyanyi2, .Teriak2, .Mbil oNlen, .Ym,fs.FcB0Ok, .Ma 2 bl0g gw, .BlogsP0t ma w0rdPresS.
Anjrit,ngehang nhe k0mptrnya, .Wah
"ayu k0mpi gw ngehang"
"tanya k operator aj"
"kagag mau gw,"
"buru sanah.Dripada hang geto lo tetp byar."
"kagag akh tengsin"
anjrit nhe k0mpi.Kga biasany dy gni.Kurzor kg gerak tp bilLing tetp jalan.Wah gw liat dah 2 rebu nh, .Gw matin ja.Reset ulang. .Beuh mati tp lagunya tetep ada s0b, .Ajaib. .
Gw nyalain lagy,gw mulae tadi.Ekh begitU lagy,2 x gw matin s0b.
"ayu,m0nkey nhe k0mpi"
"m0nkey?K0mpi ntU bkan m0nkey"
"wew, .Gmanah atUH"
"bilang operator sanh"
"kaga akh"
"jiah bATu luh zaCK"
"bATu?Gw zaCK bu. .Bukan bATu"
"whatever"
bdo akh, .Gw reset lagy aj, .Gw mulae lg ngenet n br0wsin, .M0nKEY!Gw teriak,hah ajib nhe k0mpi pasti ada jinya
"udah bisa zaCK?"ayu ng0m0ng di YM gw
"udah h0ho"
"lu apain tU k0mpi?Awaz lu xlu mpe thu k0mpi kejang2"
"hah. .?Apa si yg seorang zaCK kagag bisa haha"
gw stel winamp agyh,x nhe lagu blink 182, .Gw tetp ngenet,br0wsing.N curhat d bl0g gw.
Anjrit, .SesuatU tidak mengenakan d peruT gw s0b, .
Krukuk, .Kyk bnyi kentUt.
Gw kagag laper. .Kan biz makan. .Anjrit gw pengen b0ker nhe keq na,wah. .Gw kg bsa than kentUt, .Tidur ajah gw sering kentUt.Mpe di pR0tes ma tmen c0z gw.
"jangan tidur ma si zaCK dy tUkang kentUt"
"serius lho?Gw kg pernah kentUt w"
"wew yaiyalah.U kgag nyadar woNG tidur k0.Ky orang mati"
"haha.Maap lah sist. .Gas b0cor mlm."
"y0wez2."
beuh.Tambh gajelaz nhe pert, .Gw ngetik2 keyboard smbil pegangn peruT gw, .Hoah, .Kaga nahan
kalu kentUt disini,senior d bilik samping.Pasti dEnger, .Si ayu juga denger,kentUt gw kan suaranya geDe, .
Gw ketik pesan k c dyn
"s0b,gw pngn b0ker T.T"
"akh sia mah kebiasaAN"
"b0ker dmanah atUH"
"dit0ilet lah"
yaialah nene2 b0ngkok juga tw.B0ker mah d t0ilet, .Kga akh, .Gw tahan aj, .TangGUNG 15 menit lg bru 1jam, .
Beuh, .Anjrit.Ilg gtU j

I just pRetend.2 hug u untilL u get here m0ms

its alL make me hurt. .
wana lie my head into ur sh0ulder
wana fEel silKY t0uch in my hair,.
Ur v0ice make me cALM
mama,
s0metimes i thInk.CAnt pasS this lifE.
S0metimes I fEel am i real freak,tilL n0 oNE cl0sest me.
Mama, .
Iam tireD.G0na go h0me. .
Rest in peaCe, .in ur chest.
BuT luk at ur pict give me sPirit.
Rec0gnize ur v0ice in my ph0ne cAn rise my smile, .
Mama,i wilL stilL with my pRi0rity,
i wana give u a biG hapPinesS that i never made 4 u b4.

Mamah,I realLY luV u much!

I STOP 2 BURN MY MILD

these is my friend
dont wanna lost it...i always bring everywhere
but now..
remember my mom..honey i stop 2 burn u.
ths life will sucked with out u
my day will be bored
i stop burning u isnt meaning I hate u..
honey u aalways side me when i really dont knoww how 2 wake up from this suked world
u always side me when am aalone..uu really understand me.
its will haard life without u..


i decide 2 stop burning u,,buut i really llike u..however i llllove u lah..
but my mommm is everything..and if my moms say dont do that,,i just follow
mmmy mild ..i stop burning u..
but its not a good bye saying coz u will always side mee rite??
i decide 2 stoppp burning my mild

take my soul 4 ii can find how important iam

zack still zack ..no changing n nobody can change me..but why??always feel alone..wanna die just 4 find ,,how my life meant to be??
God please take my soul soon..
mama i still lup u alwaays
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"mama iam n0t litTLE zaCK m0re_".

zack need frend

this suck life just make me desperate with all a bulshit love
with all sucked lie
with all not real life.just an imagine just a dream..
this world not 4me m a minority...i know whit this freak i will hard 2 find aa fren
iam just freak isnt desease like u ar far away me ..
i judge my self.
can i still here longer??
can i breath with this air?
can i lovee some one??
i jjust wanna luk araound..
i luk for someone can hear my story
some one that give me smile..
iam not just a freak..
iam a girl that need luv
i want 2 know,how is fren meant to be??
poor zack

Evek mandi gw??

Gila, .
Masang alarm hp gw jam 6 teng. .Bangunya jem tengah 7,ngaret2 dikit,ngucek2 mata,da belek pd kering.Haha
ngelemesin bdan,huahm. .Rasanya masi ngantuk.Pengen tidur lagy takt bAblas..Bs2 bgun jam 1,
tumben ni ari da niat wad mandi, .Cuci muka pake p0nds.Ngarep nhe muka bs keliatan pth,ky yg di tipi =p
skt g2,mandi,
anjrit,aer ny mati.Parah,sbun masi ada,aer tgal dkit bgt.Gapapah dh..Dingn,euy.(l0m pernah merasa kan sensasi dngn, .Seperti inih)(reD.Jarang mandi)
listrik mati hape l0wbet.Huah.Kiamat sugro nhe hp mati, .Lebhay.

Gw liat jem hp agy,dah jam 8.15.Anjrit telat gw, .Gw jaln cpt dr c0zan mpe cmpuz.Kaki pegel dENGKUL mu c0pot.Hah
jaln cuek nymperin tmen2 gw yg masi ada d parkiran.
"zaCK mandi l0"
"anjrit.Kg ngeliat apah ne muka"
"punya muka?"
"xew"
gw milh k atas jae langsng.Nemuin tmen cwe gw yg pnter.Kagum gw ma dy.Stiap men k c0zany past lg blajar.
"zha d undur d0seny kg ada"
"anjrit gw udah buru2."
"zack l0.Mandi kah?"
"maksud l0?P"
ydh gw kbwah lg.Nemuin tmen2 gw dparkiran, .Gw blgn ja libur kul, .Eh tmen gw sms lg, .Kul bner2 lbur.
Huah.Prah kan?Gw dah niat bgt kuliah.Mpe mandi pgx, .Mpe gosok g2,
T.T sia2.Anjrit.

Pagy.Pagy mata ngantuk, .Uwf

Kulia?Huah. .Jam 8?Pagy bgt. .
IAd.Bikin ngantUk, .Dcmpur 3 kelas,90orang.Anjrit bkal mumet nhe. .
Tapi gag papa ding.Haha
gw ntar kan mu lanjuT tdur dcmpuz :zaCk kebiasan ikh:
:bodo akh:
dosen kg tw ini.Ha
kbnykan mhswa she, .
Had0h. .Bnyak tUgas, .Musti dketin tmen yg pinter nhe.T.T
tmen gw mah b0doh2 smwa.Ha=muph br0 he=.
Gw musti gencAR dEmi meningGAL kan iP 2.33.Ha
gela yah.Kecil bgt, .Tp gdE ding.Kan tmen2 gw da ybng dbwah ntUH. .
Huawayah. .Musti semangat kulia euy. .Huhu. .
[iAd]m c0ming. .Hoho
ga bkalan telat nhe^^ dah bgun pagy bget. .He
paling telat 10menit.Its 0K.Lah,lebh bAE dr kmaren.Ciah d0dol gw.Telat d rencANAin.=p

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sial...kulia beda banget ma sekola yah,,
huhu sekola cabut mulu ge kaga ngaruh ma nilai palingan di kejar-kejar guru n dapet hukuman paling manis thu hukuman tangan mendarat mulus di pipi gw..bahkan kadang gagang sapu juga berhasil di babetin ke pantat gw..sakit yah than jae..malunya yang lumayan haha ..
eh kalu skula jadi inget kejadian bodoh yang pernah gw lakuin yang paine memalukan n gokil abis thu gw nungsep dari tangga skul..gila malu dahsyad..
dagh geto diliatin ma nak satu sekola..parah jatoh thu reputasi gw,,,seorang zack bisa jatoh dari tangga ...hah yah bisa lah
temen gw malah ngakak pas gw jatoh
"zack ngapain luh duduk disituh?
"anjrit bangunin gw dodol...malu nhe gw"
"haha"ketawain gw lagi dy
ntar deng gwlanjut lagi cerita bodoh gw..gw kuliah dulu..
kalu gw kuia terus cabut..kaga ada yang ngomelin she,,cuman gw terima dapet D di tangan anjrit kand..
hadoh baru semester pertama nhe zackkk
semangat...semangat....

when iam gone

We're doing it!

I look around me
But all I seem to see
It's people going nowhere
Expecting sympathy
It's like we're going through the motions of a scripted destiny
Tell me where's our inspiration
If life won't wait
I guess it's up to me

Chorus:
Woahh
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Woahh
We won't come back the world is calling out
Woahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
(Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh)
Your gonna miss me when I'm gone
(Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh)

Procrastination
Running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating
You're wound up left for dead
(You're left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses
Another day, another casualty
But that won't happen to me

Chorus:
Woahh
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Woahh
We won't come back the world is calling out
Woahh
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Your gonna miss me when I'm gone
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
You're gonna miss me when I'm goooone
When I'm gooone

Let's go!
Won't look back
When I say goodbye
I'm gonna leave this hole behind me
Gonna take what's mine tonight
Cause every wasted day becomes a wasted chance
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry
Cause life won't wait
I guess it's up to you

Chorus:
Woah
No we're not gonna waste another moment in this town
Woah
We won't come back the world is calling out
Woah
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
Misery loves company
Well so long
You'll miss me when I'm gone
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Your gonna miss me when I'm gone
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh

i miss u mamah hehe..love blink 182

(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We’ll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we’ll wish this never ends
We’ll wish this never ends

(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)

Where are you and I’m so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don’t waste your time on me you’re already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

your guardian angel

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face
I can’t replace

And now that I’m strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me, I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It’s ok, It’s ok, It’s ok

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you’re my
You’re my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don’t throw that away

Cause I’m here, for you
Please don’t walk away and
Please tell me you’ll stay, stay…

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I’ll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

mamah kangennn

mamah..

kangen

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disini gelap,sendiriann ,,mamah
mu cari temen cewe jae sussah,,temenan ma cowo kadang engga mudeng

anakmu yang lagi nyoba wat tegar ini ternyata engga bisa
menyedihkan tapi setiaap ngeeliaat muka mama,,semuanya ilang.bt nn cape pun engga ada llagi,masalah masalaah terluuupakan ddi peelukan mama.

kkunjungan mamah kee kosan di harapkan banget tau mah,,

mah…

mamah engga tau nhe gimanaa perasaanya dede..tapiii dede yakin ding maam tau..

sebenernya cape mahhh ddisini,sendirian engga da temen..sepi..kalu dah nyaampee di kosan cuman bbbisa liaat ffoto mamah.nungu kapan mama dateng,

kesian bangeet yah aanak mamaah sekarang terlantaar..

mamahh…

kangeeenn

coretan sampah pertamanya ssi zack haha

mau mulai hari baru dengan memblogging euy..
lumayan buat curhat-curhat dikit or sharing hal yang emang engga penting???
tapi engga papa lah nhe bukan yang pertama


gud luck zack hoho