Rabu, 06 Mei 2009

This Arogancy make me lost u.

Ar0gancy.Break my fEel,.When I try 2 kn0w my self dEep.I never f0und d truTh, .My selfisht always up my mind..Never pR0Ve dat I like u,n u never do d same..S0metimes its make a hurt me,its make my tears falL.N n0oNE kn0w my fEels.
U far of me.When s0meoNe c0me 2 my lifE, .Dat girl change my p0siti0n..Its realLY make a hurt n u never undErSTAND my fEel.Or u pRetend d0nt kn0w my fEel. .I n0t said luV u.BuT my heart never lie.
I luV u.BuT he luV me 2..Hard 2 decidE diz feEL,.If I st0p luV u that never luV me.Ll lost u, .BuT if i d0nt fEeD bAck his luV.I realL a suck girl dat never kn0w h0w 2 said thanx.
I never try 2 forget u.
I try 2 luV him dat realLY luV me.

This Arogancy make me lost u.

Ar0gancy.Break my fEel,.When I try 2 kn0w my self dEep.I never f0und d truTh, .My selfisht always up my mind..Never pR0Ve dat I like u,n u never do d same..S0metimes its make a hurt me,its make my tears falL.N n0oNE kn0w my fEels.
U far of me.When s0meoNe c0me 2 my lifE, .Dat girl change my p0siti0n..Its realLY make a hurt n u never undErSTAND my fEel.Or u pRetend d0nt kn0w my fEel. .I n0t said luV u.BuT my heart never lie.
I luV u.BuT he luV me 2..Hard 2 decidE diz feEL,.If I st0p luV u that never luV me.Ll lost u, .BuT if i d0nt fEeD bAck his luV.I realL a suck girl dat never kn0w h0w 2 said thanx.
I never try 2 forget u.
I try 2 luV him dat realLY luV me.

Rabu, 15 April 2009

D0n.T let my heart bl0od m0re.

They disturb me. .
They laughin' me, .
They anNoye me.
Difficult 2 be closest me, .
Hard 2 kn0w h0w my fEel,sad,or hepi..
Iam d0wn, .Iam faLL, .
Al0ne in d cr0wdEd plaCE..
H0pe u wilL here with me,
i want to telL u thiz fEel,..
This heart wilL bl0od m0re.
Iam d0wn my fEels broken
s0me0ne Lie me, .S0me0ne playin' my fEel,
s0me0ne anN0Ye me, .
S0me0ne f0oL my luV,
buT n0w,he the 0ne,
the 0ne that hard 4 me to erase his shad0w,erase this fEel, .
Hard 4 me 2 telL u h0w dis heart hurt.Diz heart bl0od again when u telL me that u stilL luV me!
U blaming me that i never luV u!
That words always make my heart bl0od m0re,

Selasa, 14 April 2009

Kesialan gw.N kebAE an orang sktr umah gw

Pagi nhe mata masi merem, .Gw dsuru ma luVly emak gw nganterin adE gw sk0LA, .Anjrit. .Tp dEmi menjadi anak yg berbAkti ciaH. .Haha
gw turtn aj dh thu, .Ngeluarin mtr b0tot huhu, .Ssi irit beud dah,d isin 1liter bsa 2 ari.MuTer2 kmana2, ..MakLUM m0tor b0tot.Musti d engk0L dah thu..Had0g.Gw lg flu,bel0n makan nasi,masi lemes.Huh.LebAY.Ydah gw anterin adE gw skula, .AdE gw paling gmw bw mtr b0tot ntU, .Mang manja thu anak uda kelaz 2 SMA jg tetp aj anter jmpt, .Berapah meter melaju keq petasan jangwe ngjr org ,Mtor berasa gag enak gw ajakin ngebuT ja, .EngGA jau c dr rmah k skul,2 or 3 kilo lah, .Pas smpe sk0la adE gw anjrit thu m0tor pake acra lgsung mati.AdE gw lgsung nel0jor masuk k sk0la nye,udah geDe jg smw anak sk0la na kbnykan pake anter jempuT pbdi.LebAY dhe, .Kg malu ma b0dy apeh thu orang.2
"ryan, .Jgn msuk mulu mtor mati,minjem hp.Eh mìnta pulsa ding"teriak gw geDe. Thu anak kg ngeDenger.ANJING..
Pas gw cek bensiny ternyta kering.Percuma kan gw engk0l dr tdi m0nyet!
kg bwa hape,kg bwa duit, .Yaealah jaBlai. .Bru bgun tdur kand .
Siap menungGu nasib.Luply emak pasti punya fEeling xlu gw dlm wktU 1jam kga bALIK pasti ada apah2ny, .Gw sbr aj nungGU pura2ny nungGU orang. .Hoho
tpi gw penasaran.Gw engkoL lg ternyata nyala. .YA AlLAH, .Gw dagH seneng.Thanx G0d. .Hoho.Tp blun ada setengah meter mati lagy T.T rasany pengen nangs.Kagag mungkn gw nangs.Gw c0bA saBar.Nhe c0bAan lg buat gw s0b.

Gw mang selalu kg SaBar n mara2 mulu. .
N ALLAH thu ngasi d bezt mulu wad gw.Astagfiruloh. .^^
muphn hambamu.Hoho.
1.Ada pert0l0ngan euy wad gw, bpak2 nanxa gw knp.Gw blg aj mtrny mati.Eh 2 org lg tny yg sma.Gw jwb yg sama.Tengsin xlu gw jwb aBIz bengsiny. .Ha
eh dy engkol kaga bisa2, .Eh dy minta liat bensiny yadah dhe ketauan gw aBIZ bensin, .Gw tnyain plgny searah apa kagag eh trnyt kgag searah T.T
tgu nasib lagy, .Emak gw kagag dtg2 lagy, .Setengah jem x nhe gw dah tgGUin ema gw.T.T
cri wartel percma.Bnyak anak skulbw hp kan xlu gw tibA2 pnjem tnpa kenalan ya kagag enak.Pengen gw tingGAL thu m0tor n titipin satpam sek0la.Tp kga lah. .Tengsin jg.Hah kbnykn tengsin jd sengsara,terPaksa menghtUng harie dtik demi dETIK.MenungGU itU kan menjemukan=haha nyanyi dah gw.
2.Eitz. .Bpak2 yg tadi tb2 berenti lg d dpan m0tor gw.SETZ bwa apa thu dplstik.Bensin sepertinya,hoho.0nce m0re Thenx G0D.Hoho
neng.Kirain bpak udah nglang.Hah nglang?Dkira gw setan apah.
"aduh bpanya saiah tdk bwa uang yeuh, .."
"tidak pa2 dhe, .Bpa kesian"beuh tnyta masi ada juga org bAE d dunia.Haha
he seiv my lifE.LebAY gw
aduh bpany terma kasi atUH udah dbntuin, .
HoOH.Sm2
gw udah btrma ksi ma tU bpaK2 gw langung ngaCir ngebuT thu ci bot0t. .Anjrit nhe gr2 k2 gw.Ktny mah udah d isi smlm, .Ma gw gw pake jalan2 c0z BT. .MuTER2 aj.0oN jg yh gw pcy ma dy, .Huahyah. .Thenx G0d. .Hoho
dah d tengah jalan emak gw ngejempuT gw,hoho
fEeling gw bner kand.Luphly ema bkal jempuT gw
thenx m0my. .Ur stil da bezt. .Hehe
emak gw t0p aBiz lah. .Tp telat m0my. .Emak gw nyri ojek tkang ojekny mandi dlu ktnya . .Jaelah gaya bgd dah tkang ojek pake mandi, .

Sabtu, 11 April 2009

Sakit thu tidak mengenakan.T.T

Ktny skt enak?Bnyk yg perhatin,gw?Wlpun dbyr juTAN wad pilek.Gw kg bkalan ma0. .AnjritPilek bener2 menyeblkan.Siang terziksa malem apalagy, .Idung mampet ingusan musti sediain tisue xlu pke sapu tgn pengalaman yg udah.Udah bkin idung gw skt parah.Pd merah untg g bdarah2 c0z thu sapu tangan, .Tisue pase0 yg lembut gag ada wat ngelap inguz,tisue t0ilet pun jadi lah.Hoho
wlpun tdur dah pke bntl dtmpuk 3 jg kg ngaruh,cm kdng bkin ne idung mampetna kurang,.M0my.T.T
"yg ini mangpet. ."
"yg eni enga"
gw termsuk org yg super anti minum obt.Gw thu jrg bgt yg namany ktmu skt..Trakhr skt kelaz 3 SMA,tifus bru gejala, .Rasany dh ky mu mati, .Gw gbkal ngmg gw sakit mpe gw brasa bnr2 gkuat n pingsan.Dbwa dh k kLinik 24 jam.Ktmu ma obt super bnyk yg kg aBIZ dlm 3hri..Liat thu obt aj gw bkal cpet smbh,gtw krna keajaibn AlLAH Swt.Or krn gw kbru males ma thu obt.Ha
gw kg bs tdur nui,anjrit xlu gpke inhaller idung gw kg bkal bs nfs.Hah
0ne m0re st0ry.
WktU thu da aCRA dikLat agta himpunan d cmpuz.Biasa lah sdkt ada pel0ncoan, .Mlm2 jam brapa gatw dh tngah mlm,.Di uTAN super dingin pake bju ka0s pndEk tanpa switer.Salah gw jg se kg pake,.Dri p0s 1 gw masi sadar,dsuruh pgangan tgan smwa agta kelmp0k ampe kg gw lepas2 thu tgn gtw tgn sapah c0z gelap..Di oMEL2in aBiz gw,d dr0ng2,muka dc0ret2 pk lumpur,gtw d yg gska x ma gw,lmpr thu dkasi lu*%h,yuck..Dsurh mkn cacing,yg dksi bkn ccing tp ckLat wlpn ntU Menjijikan sangadh lah,.Sgkat mpe p0s trakhr gw.SangGUP,.Gw diserang dingn yg amat sangat yg pernah gw rasain.Nglbhn dngn mandi,yaialah bodoh.
Gw lemez, .Tp tetp dsuruh bdri y gw bdri,.4x hmpir jth pgsan gw thn d tmen gw yg cowo.Pgangn gw biar g jat0h..Akhrnya gw gakuat jg n jat0h pingsan,huah, .Untg lg dlm k0ndisi mata smwa nak2 pd dtUtUP.Xlu dbuka,mah,mu dtaro mana muka gw pake aCra pingsan,malu ma b0dy.Pgsan dtmpt umum paling gw hndrin.Malu nya thu loh..Haha
nhe k 3x seumur hdup gw,
1.Akting pingsan d orgnsasi PMR skula,wktU dEM0in orgnsasi.Gw jd pasien yg jat0h pgsan dpan lpgn truz ank2 PMR n0l0ng gw,ngbluT kpala tgan n ngangkt gw pke tandu,.Sukses,.Pertama anak2 pMR sukses jeD0tin kpla gw d halang rintang.Kedua sukses wktU pas dlpgn ada yg nimpuk gw pake krikil c0z ngrasa dtipu dy.haha trnyta gw ada bkat artis,wlpun ktgangan smpt ada diliatin ribuan adE kelas yg n0nt0n.Ciah lebAY, .Kaq erwin gw gbkal lupa lu c0z lu yg kg ngebukain tandu pas slesae aCRA T.T..Kan gw jd kaga bs bk sndri..Kaq very pelatiH kuh.Thanx wad trick agkt org skt,nafas buatan yg shrusny dcnthn pda saiiah thu bnran,kan saia jd medianya.Hah ngarep.Eh Muph wktU d angk0t kakinya g sngja kena injek saiiah tp kg minta muph.Hehe.Malu saiia,
kaq dEVI makasi TAMPARAN nya di pipi saiiah.Lumayan
dan kaq2 yg laen tengkyu...
2.Pingsan c0z gy sakit tetep ja keluar bw mt0r sndri mpe rumah kan jadi tepar. .M0my lgsg bw gw k dkter.M0m u da bezt.
3.Pgsn wakt hpL.Dingn mpe ky org sakau ktnya,gw kg sakau lah s0b.Gila x lu..Thenx wad snior yg agkt gw.Gw kg berat kan,.Hah gw g brat krna d0sa l0h.He
gw kg tw thu sapa yg nlgn gw..Bkin suhu bdn gw n0rmal,ngarungin gw pake kant0ng tdr,ngebkar kaki gw jg ngasi minyk kypth k peruT gw,k2 senior cwe yg uda b.Bgy pns bdny k gw,Pk0kna yg ngrasa aja lah thenxqyu ma org2 yg udah bkn gw sadar xlu gda kalian gtw jd apa gw,.Hoho*
u r dbez lah.Tgung jwbny gw saluT. .Hoho
intinya.SAKIT bENER2 tIDAK MENGENAKAN..BERSYUKUR DH jrg SAKIT.

Thr0w away ur fuckin.Jealouz

ZaCk. .Thr0w away ur fuckin' jealouz, .U w0uld never have that fEels, .U r yet n0rmal human! U never undERstand dET every girls fEels, .U nver n0w what l0v is, .Even Who u?R u a girl?U even never kn0w h0w l0ve hapPened n ur self, .
Freak never in luV.
zack u r realLY unh0nest 2 ur self.
R U ashameD just sei if u r in l0ve?
L0ve isn't a stinky things that u must thr0w it away 2 d junk, .
L0ve is a beauTy things, .That every0ne cALs.
N0t 4 u!
Even diz world reFusing u. .
Hah
misS zaCk.0pen ur eyes.LoOK far away,y0ur lifE n0t stUCK in here.AlL are r0unding.L0ve,sad,hapPY,upSet,br0ken, .
U wilL fEels thet oL, .
U just afraid, .U just a child, .
"zaCk sei,i just want kisS my m0m,hug my m0m, .L0ve my m0m..Hanging 0uT with my m0m, ."
buT u neEd frend opPOsite of ur genre.0k.
U l0ok like a b0yZ.BuT u must luk like a girls 2..InsidE ur self.MisS zaCk is sweEtest girl in da world ever be.Ho

Jumat, 03 April 2009

Suntik silik0n, . .Yuwh . .Wow. .

Apan she suntik silik0n thU? ?Bingung gw jadinya. .Eh benc0ng k0q ada t0ketna she?Thu suntik silik0n, ?Nb{sob.Muph nhe nyebuT nama kau.Haha laft benc0ng dhe}yuck. .Hoho*tapi thu kan c0wo k0 ada c t0ket na, .Asli t0ke* apa karet yah, .UpZ kg dsens0r. .
Aneh nhe, .Hehe, .Gw kan takuT thu ma gtuan, .Tp gag dh, .
Drmana yh kuqbsa da t0k** na she?
Truz mereka thu bisa tau jd cwe bgt, .Perasanya cewe, .BAhkan nafsu ny jg cewe x yah??
Gw bingung dh, .Apa c yg ada d vikiran para cewe di dunia, .Ciah,lebhay gw.Haha
di sekitar gw aj dh, .Gw thu kan gmpg dpt tmen n nyambung ma sapah aj.Ciah lebAY.Ha
tp gw plg gag nyambung ma yg cewe oMongn, .MenuruT gw thu bASI. .Ho.Muph nhe frend.Nak cewe yg jd tmen gw,he
jd gni loh sob. .Xlu gy ngumpul thu hal yg gag penting gag usah d oM0ngn, .Example."ikh gw mah orangny gag geto yah,gw thu kdg juTek ma cowo,xlu d yg sms nysar mu knalan ma gw pasti gw mrh2 n juTEK, .Mahal dkt biar dy penasaran,"
end dE fAcT."bru ada yg miscol n sms ngajak kenalan lgsung dblz n tanya2, .OhMY g0st.0opS salah.Oh my G0d.
Ada lagy"cowo gw thu brengsek,anjink, .Dy slgkuh.Mls gw ma dy, ."end egein the faCT.Mereka malah sms,beibh aku kangen,qm gy ap?"
beuh, .BeDA bgt ucpn ma kelakuan, .Gw jg geto X yh.Hoho
tapi gag lah, .Yg pling gag nymbung kan gw, .
Dcmpuz,xlu d matkul,gw mang slalu ma c0wok.MakLUM kagag punya tmen cewe.T.T.
Tapi skrg udh lho.Hoho
gapenting, .Xlu ma cowo gw nyambung.Xlu ma cewe,gw cengo, .Yaialah, .Gw ny juga yg bADUng.Ha xlu matkul.
Gatau nhe.Gw lg bezosialisasi ma sesama hawa.Ciah lebAY.He.Pngen dpt tmen cwe.At last.Gw dapet,
bhie,tanti,ayu,dian,tetil mungl,yuni,dita,nita,.DlL dhe. .Laft u fren.EsPESIALI.Lora kuh.Hoho never forget,n dE bezt.Adinda sintia miranti.Kawand,lu dmanah skrg?Knp jrg telp k umah gw lg?Tw kan n0.Nya,hp gw ilang.N0.Gw ganti.Please hub.Telp rmh gw, .Gw pengen tw gmana kbr lu.C bebi uda lahir lun?Kemaren ulTAH yah.HepPY beztdEY nda. .Gw kangen ma l0, .Gw kg bs k umah lo,tw ndiri gw susah apal jalan, .Nda,hub gw yah.